stupid things

i'm tired , i'm sick , i'm devastated , i'm bored ,

of people . yeah , particular people i mean .


This is what i have :

really UNsporting gang ,

a backstabbing friend ,

sucks a lot at just planning a simple hang out in everyday lives ,

lots of " tak boleh " and "tak tau " for an answer

sad isn't it ? hmm , i'm so used to being rejected by these things that you call 'friends' . it's not fair , i'm always 'CAN' but what did 'friends' give in return ? let's see :

tak tau

tak boleh

sorry

you know what, i hate these words above , why waste your so called precious time saying all that stuff to me ? does that change anything ? no right ? i just want friends . they say " friends is always there when you need them " well, NO ! they're not there when you need them . they're never there . they even need particular stupid reasons to go out , they can't even say , " ohh, saje nak keluar " . pathetic much ?

so , answer this :

am i the bad friend now ?