devastated

it's like you DON"T have any friends , which in fact , you actually DO !

So , what's the point then ? seriously , what is the use of having people that you care not be with you instead ? some people just hurt someone else without realizing it . others might forget others . or maybe , others just don't know how to treat and respect other people too .

boy , am i pissed . am i bummed out . can't believe someone actually did that .


what a horrible night . calming myself with moviefone . plus , found out about this book . this sentence from the book made my night :

My Heart Is Afraid that it will have to suffer," the boy told the alchemist one night as they looked up at the moonless sky."Tell your heart that the fear of suffering is worse than the suffering itself. And that no heart has ever suffered when it goes in search of its dreams."

that's deep . im so buying it right now . :)

grumbling

ugh , benci benci benci .

im tired of typing . i love to type but schoolwork ? bm ?? .
hm, 10 articles has been typed ! 5 more to go ... and im done with this project


* listening to taylor swift , forever and always . brings back bitter and sweet memories . "sigh" , why ? why ? :)

best school days ever so far

Wow. Yesterday and Today was super AWESOME !

oh wait , i've also accidently stapler-ed my hand . yeah . big OUCH . and i was being like a total nutcase at school . jai said it's cause i've lost too much blood . good point there . somewhere .


TODAY
class picture session . our candids are fantastic ! say what you want lah , we don't care . :D and it was also the last day of mr.leong . our absolutetly cool and awesome teacher . we gave him some bye-bye notes . take pics . he cried a lil bit . aww , it's not everyday you see a cool guy cries . what we love about him are he's definetly cool , he really gets the way we teenagers think , he curses sometimes which is fine by us cause we curse almost everyday , he doesn't give tons of homeworks , his homeworks are usually completed in minutes . ( haha , padahal tak siap pun ) .
we also played tons of games with the gals . this scene continue-ing game is hilarious !


YESTERDAY
it was awesome cause , well , not to boast kayh , but i think we did ORAL , super awesome ! :D
our marks are preety good too . when it was farahin's group's turn , she was reading this sentence :

" a fund-raising concert featuring popular artists such as .. (pointed to me)

apelagi , jeritlah " JONAS BROTHERS !!! "

it was such a great feeling ! it's not like i won a billion bucks , but i felt like the happiest person ever . haha . then of course , me and jai was just screaming away....


hm , i wonder if we ever gonna see Mr. Leong again . well , one thing's for sure :

YOU - ARE - THE - BEST - TEACHER - IN - THE - WORLD !!!

We love you , Mr Leong . :)

from : your 31 girlfriends

random updates ?

ho humm , farahin's party was awesome ! afiq's wondeful performance make me swoon a bit . especially cause he sang ' YOU AND ME' and like , looked into farahin's very soul . hahaha . oh yeah , did farahin liked the huge jason mraz poster i gave her ? well , she sreamed . :) ur wlcm dear .

okay , a while ago , adik was here along with ben . they we're like , standing behind me watching what was i doing on the computer .

Ben : ape die buat tu ?
Adik : haha . Jonas Brothers lah tu , nak pengsan adik tengok diaorg
Me : eish , janganlah tengok .

hm , adik said " nak pengsan ". idk if she meant like nak pengsan cause they're absolutely good looking or nak pengsan cause i have SE - OJD . heheh .

oh well , dah online for hours ni . can't offline quick . they're such a distration . ade jee something that made me yiep . right then . off to sort out my Jonas Brothers folder which has 32 folders inside now which is making it stuck a bit when i opened it . haha . im proud of myself as a devoted super fan .

BTW : saw an article just now about gorrila belle . hahaha . say , that's funny ! says she's missing joe . bahh ! im getting my javelin now...

kesewelan :D

LAUGHTER DAY . yeah . :D

it first started in english , we had to do an essay about our dream school . so some crappy impossible stuff came out :D then , we had to think of a way to pay for these gizmos .

alya said : get ****** :D

then we started laughing like a nutcase . suddenly , all of these ideas came into my head .

we're gonna kidnap ****** first . then . take mr.snuffles (cat) . and like

me : ****** ! one more word from you and mr.snuffles dies ! acukan pistol kat kepala kucing tu . hahaha . then the cat will be like " meow ? "

me : mwuahahahaha ****** ! i got your mr.bunny ! (rabbit) . i haven't give him carrots in 2 days ! hahahaa !
****** : noo ! bagilah makan ! take me !

me : (holding certificate of ######### of the year and a lighter ) shut up ! or i'll burn this !
****** : (sobbing) jangan !! tu lah hidup aku selame ni !!


hahahaha . sumpah nk pecah perut gelak banyak sangat . pastu time rehat . try buat demo aeroplane crash using twister bottle and 2 cloud9's as wings . haha . bdk2 form 1 tumpang gelak ? :D

after recess , trying to act cool . leaning against the door drinking twister , suddenly , i said "heyyy " while winking ! to these 2 girls . they were like : ?!!? . lol . idk what came over me :D dah lah girls to girls . weird .


SUMPAH OTAK DAH WENG . :D

butterfly , fly away :)

WOW . what a day .

we have this debate / talk show thing . i feel so relief ! everything was all out . it's just a big girls talk . we really speak out our inner thoughts about stuffs . now , im not sure if this is 100% confirm yet . i soo hope not . but this someone is gonna replace this someone . the thing that this someone is doing is already blowing up our minds and now this someone is gonna do another one ? phm ? no ?

" why us ? why ? "

this made my life .

hhhaaaaaaa . hhhoooo .. arhh . emmm . ngeeee .. ahhhhh ,. hhhiiiiiiiii .

THE OFFICIAL 4TH ALBUM COVER ,

" LINES , VINES AND TRYING TIMES "

WORLD RELEASE : 15th JUNE 2009

no words in all the dictionary that has ever existed can describe the picture . it's much much more than for real , really really seriously swear sumpah teramat terlebih teramat handsome and hot sangat sangat gile siot nak mampus terlebih maut .

hahah .

geez , omg . just looked at them . all 3 of them looked absolutely very very gorgeous super amazingly hot handsome men ! ESPECIALLY budak yang kat tengah tu ..

looked at his perfect jaw ! looked at his perfect scruff ! thank god budak tu dah shaved . tengok lah budak tu punye outfit . matches with him oh so so well ! budak tu punye position . budak tu punye eyes ! he's like , looking deep into my very soul . and budak tu punye hair . haaaaa . slide back . , budak tu punye rambut teramat gorgeous kan ? budak tu.. budak tuu .. hiiii . budak tuu !! sangat lah teramat hot gile gil siot gile ah ! teramat , terlebih sangat weh ! terlalu perfect weh ! MORE than perfect !! hm , budak tu seriously patut masuk modeling kan ? budak tu sure punye akan crash the modeling world .

HEADLINE : TOP FEMALE MODELS ALL OVER THE WORLD PASSING OUT ON RUNWAYS DUE TO A GLIMPSE OF NEW AND VERY VERY HANDSOME MALE MODEL . THE ONE AND ONLY JOE JONAS . :)

oh Joseph Adam Jonas , why are you so much very amazingly gorgeous ? why ?

i feel so light . now that the burden is gone

huraaa hurreeyyy horeeeee !!! do you smell that ? seriously , smell that . i just farted lah . hahaha . kidding kidding . that is the air of freedom . ape dah habis ? periksa ! periksa ? dah habis ! haha . wha- ?

sakit perut ooh tadi main this game of cursed and making seriously weird noises with the gals tadi . almost fell out of my chair . :D

funnie thing is . when i got back home . i said, " Exams over ! finally i can Rest In Peace ! -oh wait , that came out wrong " . kak lin was laughing though . hahaha .

oh "joy" , we're having a bloddy test

huyya huyya heyy ?

pergh , tadi test 2 start . bm = oklah . maths = seriously , you HAVE to used a calculator . without it , would probably take 5 hours . :D KH = as usual , Let the FLUNKING begin !

idk what Kh did to me . after finished the test , my brain is like totally weng . i laugh a lot at not supposed to laugh things . so when i laugh , jai and dania was like , " fina , are you ok ? "

flipping the pages , i laughed . reading the text from the book , i laughed , checking the paper , i laughed . looked at jai and dania i laughed . look at people passing by , i laughed . haha . macam orang hulu . :P

oh and jai got me this bag . it's soo preety ! thank you thank you thank you jonas buddy !

i also been thinking of driving the car . yeah yeah . this school holiday . dah sampai eh . heheh . one word came from alya

" ridiculous "

also , how about laser surgery ?

kh , what did you do to me ?!

oh well, test seems to passed really quick . hm , 2 more days of suffering . sabar sabar .

awesomest ;)

comes out 24th June !

the trailer itself is already amazing . no doubt , the movie's gonna be spectacular !

Transformers and Harry Potter series are one of my most favourite movies of all time . so sad that when harry potter 7 comes out . it will be the end of the series . especially when i know the ending a lil bit ! . It's amazing what the computers can do in transformers . the explosion . the destruction . everything . it all seems so real . and in H.P , it's amazing too what mankind can think of . the spells . the magic . the names of the enemies / spells . hogwarts . the special effects . Every single thing . gosh . it's absolutely amazing .

reducto ! :)

spoilers and awesome article :)

hm , okay . tak pegi koko tadi :D tak regret pun . well , i wasted the day with studying . how horrible , i know . that's okay fina . only 3 days of suffering than you can scream as loud as ever .

:)


im not sure why , but im soo in love with harry potter series now . i mean , i've always loved it . currently , only 5 harry potter movies has been out in cinemas . i've seen all 5 of them at the cinemas so im not planning to break my tradition . not ever ! the 6th one is coming out on 16th july ! super excited ! today , i found a spoiler for the 7th movie . THE DEATHLY-HALLOWS . mhm , god , why J.K. Rowling ? why did you have to do that ? :'(

oh btw , the weasly twins , fred and george are possible one of the cutest twins in the world ! especially in suits . their hair is actually beautiful dark brown not ginger like in the movie . and it's short , cool and stylish . so i was like , "woah.." their names in real life are james and oliver phelps . i like james though :) he's so cute :)

one thing though , sometimes i couldn't tell which one is which . which one plays fred and which one plays george . cause they're like super super alike .


ooh ooh , this article made my night :

Seventeen Announced The Most Annoying Celebrity Couples

one of them are :

JOMILLA: Look closely at Joe & Camilla. What do you see? That's right, they look alike! So when Joe gets together with Camilla, it's like he's kissing an older girl version of himself. Yuck! Especially since he could be kissing us instead.. okay, we admit this one's fueled by pure jealousy.

hahahaha ! . thank you seventeen ! I SOOO AGREE WITH WHAT THEY SAID ABOUT JOMILLA . joe coulda gotten someone that DOESN`T look like his twin sister . . . just saying . . . i'm gonna have the laugh of my life if they find out they're like first or second cousins xD

please wake up joseph ? please ?

P/S : dinner at ampang tadi . stupid chopsticks . -.- i couldn't get that mushroom . and adik + ben and fatin laugh at me . 'sigh' . the chopsticks are a bit big for me though . they're huge actually ! and when we're about to leave , adik got up and her chair fell down with a loud BANG ! and the seat broke apart . EVERYBODY there including us laughed so hard . lol ;D

we also bought the paul blart : mall cop DvD . good quality meh ! funnie movie XD

the 10 things we hate about you

hello earthlings . blogging is so bore-ing now isn't it ? but im bored , so...

im a bitsty weetsy sleepy now . finished studying sejarah , science , geografi and bm . penat lah weh . and silly ol art test tomorow . kak lin's here . she's an art genius ! spm A1 , or so she say lah .. yeah , she helped me here and there. im doing the geometric thing . quite easy , fun , and simple .

me and jai made this list .

10 THINGS WE HATE ABOUT JOE JONAS . SOME OF THEM ARE BECAUSE OF CAMILLA BELLE WHOM WE HATE SO SO SO MUCH .

1 . they ( all 3 of them ) broke their promise to post the asian tour dates .
2 . joe broke his promise . he promised to post a video of him dancing to single ladies by beyonce. that's interesting to watch eh ? :D
3 . he ignored a fan who wanted a picture with him
4 . then he and camilla laughed it off . -.-
5 . he made fun of a few fans nearby ( how rude , i know )
6 . he bought camilla a dodgers cap so she could wear one
7. he was more focused on camilla than the dodgers match
8 . he put his hot arms around camilla tight . there were like 5 pictures of them sitting so close . darn you ms . belle ! ='(
9. camilla was mocking their fans who wanted to take a picture
10 . joe looked .... dirty . not shaved . but he has a happy trail though . dirty thoughts fina .... how ... odd ?


so , it was rude . i still couldn't believe joe would do that to his fans who practically dreams about him every single night . :D but but but , he was a bit forgiven lah . cause i saw a whole set of the boys at the 17 Again movie premiere . 'gasp !' . joe looked like an angel send down from heaven . he shaved ! he looked super clean ! he has smiling eyes the entire time ! smiling eyes are one of a kind thing. not everyone can have smiling eyes . trust me . google says so . (this made me feel like passing out you know ) his outfit is , woah ! hotness can i say ? yes !

so , yeah . how could we ever hated an angel ? super soo really sorry joe . but you're not 100% forgiven . YET . what you did to your fans was so shocking .

P/S : i hate you so much camilla belle . you're a bad influence to joe . you don't deserve to be with joe . you once cheated on joe which made him angry . but he gaved you another chance . and now you just wanted to stay so close with him all the time . it's super annoying you know . and taylor swift is more beautiful than you . you are a cheap actress ! i hate you so much !! if you and joe will ever get married . my world will come apart .


they're watching harry potter 5 now . wanna watch it too for the countless of times . big fan :D but daniel , you're not so super hot now . joe is . the hottest ever and forever :)

tell me why , you're so hard to forget ?

hungry hungry hungry !

hmmph , im mourning now . im the saddest person in the whole planet right now .

okay , maybe not . hehe . over reacting

david archuleta is performing at sunway in like a freaking hour ? i was suppose to get ready by now. 'sigh' , but sometimes , things don't go as you wanted it to be . my mum said yes , i could go but there's nobody that can drive me there . wahhh !! tsk , david... gosh , i love you ! :)

tsk , tsk , that's okay . our perfect boys are coming here next year ! (probably . not confirm yet) :D but , we have a good chance . so , ahhh !!!!!

and i've asked my mum can i go to their concert or not like monthsss ago . :D
and she said " Yes , you could go " . gosh ! hehehee . will be the BEST DAY EVER EVER EVER !

we'll get front row seats baybeh !! scream our lungs out !! try to shake joe's hand ! ahhh !!! go to the meet and greet and get a hug from each of them . my gosh !!! then , look joe in the eye and said " joe , i love you so much " in a really meaningful way . then he will hug us again really really tight and breath into our neck . shessh , good imagination fina :D im passing out right now...

now , im guilty cause im one of archie's angel but i still haven't bought his album ! im soo sorry david . im gonna buy it ! i promise ! along with taylor's album . she's gorgeous isn't she ? hm , i want joe and taylor to be back together . they're such a beautiful pair ! hottest guy that has ever walked mother earth + a very beautiful, kind , talented girl = perfectness !
oh btw , im a jonas fan ! and archuleta's ! and swifts !

hahaha . tetibe ?

lol , ps : malam pengakap is tonight ! wuhuu ! gonna see those kids (?) make a fool of themselves . hahaha . hey , we've all been there . :D

right then . off to eat then mourn and cry with my kitten . :S

past reviews

last week , had the worst fever i've ever had . didn't make it to school for 3 days . but im all a-okay now :D

it's been good for the past few days . minus the fever . and by good i mean about jonas . so this might bore you out . ;D

i just discovered that the JB's 3D movie is coming to DvD !! yeahh !! im soo stoked ! ;D

i've been twittering a lot lately . been using it for quite a while now . twitter is amazing ! the first night i started using my twitter , i found out joe has his own personal twitter . i screamed :)

the asian world tour dates will probably be posted in a matter of weeks . ugh . (this is not the good thing , obviously )

saw many jonas series promo and sneak peeks . it includes , joe passing out , kevin getting stuck on a fire pole (?!) joe getting sprayed with milk all over his beautiful face , nick falling in love , joe getting his shirt ripped by fangirls . showing off his bare chest . now that's an amazing sight ! wuhuu... this is killing me .


hm , now , im hungry .

awesome-ness :D

mhm kay , let's review .

last sunday , we went to sunway lagoon . of course , we had a blast . blast blast blast . :D
on the snake wet rollercoaster thing , going down that thing is soo awesome ! got all wet though . but that's the point right ? then , ride on Pirate Ship !! dang , this thing is sooo fun but it hurts . really . on this wild ride , loads of crude words came out from us . haha . people down there look smaller than ants . can you imagine how high UP were we ? and upside down ?! :D

we also rode on " The Lost City of Gold " rollercoaster . ( Indiana Jones theme playing ) hahaha . twice . on the 2nd ride , while going down , we screamed

" We Lovee The JONAS BROTHERS !!!! "

there's like 8 of us and we scream our lungs out . haha . well , they're not a fan but im a huge one , so they just scream along . 'sigh' , they so get me :) -not like some people -.-

on the 4th 'going down' , i screamed ,

" I Lovee you JOE !!!!! "

then , they just laughed . hahaa . it's true , god, love him so much . hehe . well , in the wet park , slide on this slide where you have to lay on a mat. i totally feel like flying . haha . then , ride this huge , long , tall slide . many many times ! cause it's sooo fun . on the other slide , we slide down together and ended hurting our bottoms . didn't landed quite properly though :D . so , bla bla bla . it was a glorious day ! now now , cut the jelousy out , we don't want any :P