Tak Boleh

do you know what i hate ? i really really hate this shitty crap ! it's the most hatted thing i hate . ahh, i HATE the word

TAK BOLEH

huhh !! i think i can get the award for most received 'tak boleh' award. why do people always let me down ? why do people let me have false hope ? worthless hope ? when i got everything planned, then people said, tak boleh. crap crap crap. hah!! i'm so pissed of. tonight, i'd received 3 'tak boleh' already. why do people think places that i want to go is ALWAYS NOT SAFE ?? it's always the same reason, NOT SAFE . it's just not fair at all. i'm sick, tired, bored of this sucking word !! can't they say the opposite word ?

to make it more worse, people don't try harder to make sure they can. when they can't. they simply tell me, " oohh, tak boleh " . you don't even work hard to make sure that you can. you just think that if 'tak boleh', then, that's it, 'tak boleh' . :S

you don't know what it feels like to have so many broken hearts, hopes, dreams in just one little heart. don't you ever give a damn and said that you know how it feels like. coz you don't ! don't make a fool of yourself by acting that you care . do you think just by saying

" sorry tau, tak boleh lah "

" sorry, some other time MAYBE ? " "

sorry yea ? "

the word SORRY doesn't make you CAN right ? so why are you saying sorry ? i've waited all day hoping that people CAN. and suddenly, they said they CAN'T . what the hell ?? you people really know how to broke and hurt a person's feelings .

by now, just go on thinking in your minds that i'm bossy, forcing, selfish. well, go on thinking like that, sooner or later you might hate me more and more . i don't give a damn to you people who always let me down .